12.24.2011

'idk'


should have never asked
feel lame

can't doze off

starting to feel hangover

life has deteriorated 

feel apologetic
'hehe'

my chapped lips
fuck

laughing at myself
it is dark
no one can hear me
but it is embarrassing
hehe

i think i can hear voices
nothing seems quite real

suicide is one step closer to the truth
but truth brings no satisfaction
good is instant