'idk'

should have never asked

feel lame

can't doze off

starting to feel hangover

life has deteriorated 

feel apologetic

'hehe'

my chapped lips

fuck

laughing at myself

it is dark

no one can hear me

but it is embarrassing

hehe

i think i can hear voices

nothing seems quite real

suicide is one step closer to the truth

but truth brings no satisfaction

good is instant